news-addicted

BBC.com became my home website since the 3rd week here.feel like meeting a reliable but always fresh friend every morning.and my mailbox is stuffed by tons of newsletters from worldbank,Reuters and businessweek.somehow, i'm proud of my news-addicted:)

i closed myself to the outside world since i went to beijing in high school.in the retrospect, i was stunned by the simplicity of my life...how can it be sooo boring and mediocore...but i did enjoy at that moment.

i found that the key-word of worldbank news is---africa & donation. billions of US dollars flow there easily---they're just figures. those big potatoes in the board or in the shadow just move their fingers, add or delete a zero as they like.well, of course,'under the serious consideration',they will hold several expensive conference in Geneva or Kenya:crouching inside the air-conditioned 5 star hotels, have luxious banquet everyday...when the lecturer show miserable photos of starving African refugees, a sense of sympathy and self-rightous will rise with the aroma of red wine for sure.
oops..disgusting pictures in my mind...

wait!
how can i have such a dim mind!!!(Ann always believes that u can't have sparkling eyes with shady mind... )
although, probably 20% of those 'beneficent bankers' have ugly corruption face; 10% of them are low-efficient and bureaucratic; still ,we've got some mighty hearts who involve their whole life to the poor and expatriates....Ann, do u remember ur dreams....

back to point---through the constantly news-reading, my horizon did expand a lot. at least, can name those remote countries:)
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bird and i keep chatting records everyday. (ambiguous?i mean, we chat everyday:))
i love to talk with intellects. always get great lessons and inspiration. he's the one.
as usual, i talked about my mental problems...in all aspects,love,family,future,study,career...he diagnosed it without thinking---'u always hunt for freshness.'
i was shocked. yes! that is the key word of the source of my happiness and, ironically,also the spring of my confusions towards life.
i am strongly addicted to fresh things---friends...hobbies....romance....
it's definitely a vital weakness and endless dark-hole.
yes! keeping the passion to taste freshness is a good thing, which can arose ur curiosity towards diverse things and get a bigger picture of ur life...but, depending ur happiness on it overtunes its benefits.does it make sense?

archpei asked me what's the top 5 important thing in my life. a naughty grin crawl on my face~i was the one asking such nose-poking questions.now it's my turn...eventually...but, i don't have any answers on the tip of my mouth...
none.
reading?travelling?or delicious food?great conversations?family?
......apparantly, i don't have a whole concept of my life......
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the latest list of world heritage just released.
he organisation also agreed to change the official name of the Auschwitz Concentration Camp in Poland.

It will now be referred to as Auschwitz-Birkenau, German Nazi Concentration and Extermination Camp (1940-1945).

damn war!!!

Sinfonia

The first english quotation i've recited is:
Good beginning is half done.
I was 10 years old at that time,still struggling with the spelling of 'Apple'.

but truth will never fade away.
everything will go magically smoothly with a cheer-up beginning.
so i'd better start writing diaries now----while the excitement of travelling and the sweetness of holiday romance is still spreading:)

i will record my life here honestly.
i've got tired of decorating myself(though u can easily earn social credits by fancy stories),but just simply over-comment anything.
if it's nice, i would like to say, it's NICE, instead of GORGEOUS.

but it won't be boring. nothing won't be a problem for me, except the mediocre life.
it's a curse to my young, intelligent and passionate mind.(to be confident is a beautiful thing,haha)

Sinfonia---a spanish word, means the starting tone of a symphony.
my life is and always will be a classical symphony fusing with rock&roll howl.
and plus, since none of my acquaintance will be given the link. it's definitely a safe field for me to reveal my true feelings----that's what secret garden for, isn't it?